Haven't been around much which is strange. I think the past couple of weeks has been the least amount of time I've ever spent on LJ. It's been busy and RL has been distracting me. I haven't been talking to anyone and also haven't commented much. It's resulted in a somewhat depressing mood.
I'm trying to write the next chapter of 'Liaison' and I'm trying to get my head into the place that Brian and Justin would be at after the last chapter I posted. It's really not a great place. What have I been doing tonight? Watching bits and pieces of the end of Season 2 and beginning of Season 3 and damn... am I ever in a funk. I don't think I should write anything now because one or the other of the boys would probably end up slitting their wrists. Not exactly the way this story is supposed to go!!!
You know what I think? Watching the heartbreaking scenes is bad enough, but it's the fucking music that does it. Have you noticed how much the music in QAF determins so much of the mood? The scene where Justin is sitting alone in the bar and Brian joins him, mentioning the ring and the fact that Ethen is off playing somewhere is torture... the music as the scene ends is a killer.
So yeah... not so much with the writing for now. I swear I will deliver the next chapter sometime in this millenium. Poor
stephmck will be 50 and still waiting to beta for me! LOL.
ETA: And I just checked my e-mail and found out my extra user pics expired today. Go figure!