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tgrayficGonna try to keep on top of regular updates on two seperate fics. We'll just have to see what happens. Along with Hearts and Secrets, I'm going to be posting this one as well.
It's a bit different, since it starts somewhat cannon in Buffy Season 2. It does, however go AU after that. I've been writing human AU for so long, vampires and demons may be a challenge! LOL. Now just because it's set season 2, doesn't mean I haven't taken liberties and changed some things. A LOT! For example:
1) William was turned in 1880 by Drusilla, but dusted shortly after taking on the personage
of Spike. Therefore, Dru showed up in Sunnydale alone.
2) Xander has realized the error of his ways and has come to terms with the fact that he is
and always has been gay, although not ready to admit it, keeps it hidden
3) Giles has gained custody of a nephew from England after being abandoned by the death of
his parents. He is a couple of years older than the scoobies. Oddly enough, his name is
Wil.
Other than those twists and turns, you should be able to pick up where the story starts. Hope you read and enjoy!
TITLE: When Obsession Taints the Heart
AUTHOR: Tgray
BETAS:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
_sharvie_ and starspider. Without either of you, what I write wouldn't be readable!
CHAPTER: 1/?
PAIRING: That's a tough one, but it is a Spander story.
RATING: Adults only please!
FEEDBACK: Absolutely!
CONCRIT: Here or e-mail
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing! Blah blah blah!
SUMMARY: AU Season 2. Coming out is never easy, especially when it's in the midst of demon fighting and vampire dusting. On top of everything else, nothing good can happen when Angelus is obsessed with your boyfriend.
“God, Wil.”
Xander spread his legs wider and dug his feet into the other man’s ass, urging Wil’s body closer between his hips. Moaning and panting, they were gasping breathlessly as their cocks rubbed slippery and hard between their bodies.
“Love feeling you under me,” Wil whispered, biting down and then sucking, leaving a second bruise on Xander’s neck to match the one he’d already placed there earlier.
“What if this is it? What if…”
Wil stopped suddenly. His hips, his mouth, every movement of his body except the steady rise and fall of his chest from his heavy breathing went still. His hands cupped Xander’s face and his gaze traveled to the brown eyes below, seeing the familiar sight of lust and need, mixed with an enormous amount of fear.
“If what, Xan?”
Xander’s hands gripped Wil’s wrists, holding them tightly between his fingers. “What if we can’t fight him? What if he’s too strong? We still don’t know enough and all we do know is ‘no weapons forged’, ‘took an army’ yada yada yada…”
Wil gave the most sincere expression he could muster, trying to coax Xander into at least a small sense of relief. “We’ll figure it out. Buffy and Angel have gone to see how far Drusilla’s managed to get on the Judge’s assembly. Don’t worry until we know there’s a real reason to.”
“I can’t help it. I just… don’t want anything bad to happen. Not when things are going so good right now.”
“Things other than this all-powerful, ‘nothing but an army can kill him’ demon,” Wil reminded him.
“Well, yeah… there’s that.” Xander smiled in spite of the subject. “But I meant other things… like you.”
Wil’s head tilted slightly and his forehead crinkled into a scowl. “Nothing’s gonna change with us, pet. Couldn’t happen.”
“Unless we end up dead,” Xander argued.
Wil shook his head and leaned in, locking softly on Xander’s lips. He ended the kiss and said, “Shhh. Don’t want to hear you talking like that.”
Xander sighed. “I’ve never had a lot of luck with relationships. Now that I actually have one, I’d really like to keep it that way.”
Wil smiled against him, nuzzling against the side of his neck. “Just needed to stop chasing sodding cheerleaders was all. I figured that out the moment I met you.”
Xander’s eyes rolled. “Okay, okay. So I’m a little slow. Guess I should’ve known when me and Jesse were…” he stopped short and looked up, panic ridden.
Wil’s wide eyes made it worse. “You and Jesse, what now? Do tell.”
“Nothing! I mean, it was… really nothing! Just…” The pleasure on Wil’s face at Xander’s discomfort was making him even more… uncomfortable. “We just rubbed off a couple of times. When we were camping out,” he added. “No big. A couple of guys…friends…and I think I’ll shut up now.”
He received a smirk and then a question. “Had a thing for ‘im, did you? Wanted to shag your best friend?”
“No! Not like that. He was just, Jesse! Experimenting and… stuff.”
And then Wil’s expression changed slightly. “And is that what you’re doing with me? Experimenting?”
It was Xander’s turn to frown. “No! Don’t even! How can you even think that?”
Wil smiled. “I don’t. Just yanking your chain a bit,” he answered with a slight chuckle.
“Well, stop it,” Xander pouted. “You know how I feel about you. Don’t make me use the ‘L’ word,” he threatened.
Wil bit back a grin and teased, “Would never do such a thing.”
Xander cast his eyes downward, serious now. “Even though it’s true.” He chanced a look up and almost drowned in the emotion he saw staring back at him. “I do, you know.”
“Yeah. Took you long enough, too, you git. Didn’t think you’d ever catch on.”
“What? You mean the part where I didn’t notice I was being hit on by a gorgeous blond-haired punk with the sexiest accent I’ve ever heard? Not to mention a relative of Giles’, which by the way, is still completely creepy. I can’t believe you’re related to him.” Xander smiled and slid his hands around Wil’s neck, pulling him down so he could reach his lips again. “What do you think he’d say if he knew?”
“Doesn’t matter. I don’t care what anyone else thinks about you and me.”
“I’m sorry, Wil. I know you’re tired of sneaking around. I promise, soon, okay?”
Wil ran his tongue lightly against Xander’s lips. “Whenever you’re ready.”
Xander’s tongue slid forward, begging entrance and Wil opened willingly, letting him deepen the kiss at his own leisure. Their hips began to move again, picking up a slower pace this time, enjoying the now familiar feel of one another as they worked toward completion.
Xander pulled back again and let his legs fall away, causing Wil to growl in frustration. “What now, pet?”
“What if this really is something to worry about?”
Wil sighed. “Then we’ll deal with it. Just like we have for the entire bloody year I’ve been here. It’s no different than anything else we’ve fought.”
“Wil?”
“Yes, Xander,” he answered, growing impatient.
“I want you to be... I know you’ve been waiting cause I wasn’t sure, and we pretty much knew it would happen eventually, … but I mean,” he took a breath, “I think I’m ready...”
“Ready?” Wil smiled at the blush that was slowly climbing Xander’s cheeks. “You saying you’re ready to be buggered, pet?”
Xander sighed and then replied, “Doesn’t sound so good when you put it that way.”
With his tongue curled behind his teeth, Wil replied, “Feels good no matter how you say it.”
“Even the first time?”
“I’d make sure of it.”
“Cause pain? Not really my thing.”
“Only lasts a minute. Then it’s…”
“I’m ready,” Xander interrupted.
Wil smiled.
Xander closed his eyes and let Wil kiss him, soft and gentle, feeling all the emotion Wil could put into a single action. It still amazed him that someone so tough and seemingly hard on the outside could be so tender and loving.
“You really sure about this? You know I can wait.” Wil’s fingers slid through Xander’s hair, stroking the dark strands. “Besides, wasn’t prepared, didn’t exactly bring anything for protection.”
“Grab my jeans, in the pocket.”
Surprised, Wil leaned down and grabbed Xander’s jeans lying on the floor beside the bed.
He rummaged around until he found several condoms and a small tube. “Well, well. Someone’s just full of surprises.”
Xander shrugged. “I’ve been thinking about it… about being with you. I mean, we’ve done everything else except, so unless you don’t want to.”
Wil leaned down and answered, “Nothing I want more. Been waiting for you.” He kissed him softly and then whispered, “Roll over, pet.”
He gulped nervously, but did as Wil said and moved onto his stomach. “Gotta be quiet. Don’t exactly want my parents knowing our ‘sleepovers’ aren’t really for sleeping. So not ready for that conversation.”
He was interrupted when the bed dipped beside him and then Wil’s body was covering his, hot breath against his neck and a voice so low and sultry it made his heart speed up with anticipation. “Gonna make it feel so nice, Xan. First time’s always the one you’ll remember most. Was hoping you’d let it be me.”
Xander moaned when Wil’s lips traveled the length of his spine, his hands caressing the flesh along his back, kneading the muscles as he slid down Xander’s body. When Wil reached the cleft of his buttocks and let a finger graze between his crack, Xander tensed and took in a sharp breath.
“Don’t tense up.”
“Easy for you to say. It’s not your ass.”
“Happy enough to roll over and let you bugger me, pet.”
Xander lifted his head to look back over his shoulder. “You would?”
“Don’t act so surprised. Can’t say I’d bend over for anyone else, but I would for you. If you wanted it.”
“Wow,” Xander stated, turning back around and resting his forehead against the pillow.
“So what’s it gonna be then?”
Xander took a deep breath and tried to relax. “No. This is good. Just, easy, okay?”
Xander shivered as Wil slowly began running his hands over the globes of his cheeks, massaging and caressing, trying to ease the tension. He finally relaxed under the skillful touch and then heard Wil squish some of the slippery gel into his palm. He hissed, his body tensing all over again as his cheeks were spread, and he felt a single finger pushing into his tight hole.
And then Wil’s voice, gentle and loving, saying, “Easy, pet. Gotta get you ready for me.”
Xander nodded, clenched the sheet and slammed his face into the pillow.
He felt Wil pushing through with a little more effort until his finger was embedded fully inside. Twisting, he pulled out slightly and then sunk back in. Xander muffled a moan deep into the pillow as a second finger joined the first, stretching the muscle trying to keep Wil out. His breath hitched slightly as Wil worked both fingers in and out until finally, the passage relaxed.
“Up on your knees, Xan. Easier that way.”
Xander nodded and raised his ass into the air, leaning on his elbows, leaving his head on the pillow. He heard the ripping of a condom package, the flip of the lube top and then a moment later, felt Wil’s hands on his hips. “Gonna feel my cock now. Nice and slow… won’t rush you.”
He nodded again and held his breath. He wanted this. He wanted Wil more than he’d ever wanted anything, but he was terrified. After the last six months, he knew Wil’s cock almost better than his own, had watched it many times as it grew hard in his hands, and knew how huge it felt inside his mouth when he sucked on it. He was prepared for this to hurt like hell.
He felt Wil pushing against his hole, slippery and wet with lubricant. The fingers on his hips clenched tighter, pulling him back and then he was burning, his ass feeling as if it was on fire as Wil’s cock began to push inside. Hissing, he started to pull away. “It’s too big… I can’t.”
But Wil held him in place. “Shh, Xan… yes you can. Remember, only hurts for a minute. Then when I’m inside… all the way inside you, it’ll be so good.”
Xander took a breath and said, “Okay.” He tried to relax his body. “Alright.”
Wil rubbed his fingers softly against Xander’s hips. “Squeeze me. Try to keep me out.”
Xander smiled. “Don’t have to tell me twice.”
He heard Wil snicker behind him and he clenched, his muscles tightening at the same time as Wil pushed. There was pain, huge pain as Wil’s cock forced its way inside his body, but also the sound of Wil’s voice, soft and low, encouraging him. “Now relax, luv. Almost there… open up… let me show you how much I love you.”
He heard the words, the words Wil had begun to say on a regular basis. Xander closed his eyes, lifted his ass higher and felt the entire length of Wil’s cock slide inside.
“Aaaagh! Oh geezus, oh fuck!” Wil cried.
Xander gulped in a huge breath and smiled. “I thought… thought I was supposed to be the one saying that!”
Wil moaned, and held completely still. “Oh God, Xan. If you could feel what I’m feeling? Never been stretched before have you? Not even a finger?”
Xander shook his head into the pillow, trying to wrap his mind around what Wil was asking. He heard his voice, but the only thing he could concentrate on was the thought that this was ‘it’. This was what everyone was talking about in the locker rooms. He was having sex and it was… incredible.
Wil pulled out slowly until Xander could only feel the head of his cock pressed against the tight ring of muscle. Xander whimpered as it slid back in. “You alright, luv?” He nodded a ‘yes,’ followed by a breathy moan as Wil trailed his hands up Xander’s spine, curling his fingers around his shoulders to gain more leverage as he fucked into his body.
“Can’t go for long, you okay if I speed up now? Don’t want you to be too sore.”
Xander could only manage a nod when Wil began pumping his hips, nice and easy, fucking him slow enough to let his body get used to the intrusion, but steadily increasing speed as he drove into him over and over again. When Xander began to thrust, arching his back into the motion, Wil murmured, “That’s right, Xander. Fuck me, gonna make me come, movin' like that.”
With just a few more thrusts, Wil was howling, coming hard inside Xander’s ass, jetting streams into the rubber surrounding him. With Wil still embedded fully inside him, he felt hands wrapping tenderly around his waist and Wil pulled him up onto his knees while pressing soft kisses against the back of his shoulders. “Touch yourself, let me watch you.”
Xander turned his head, locking onto Wil’s lips as he reached for his cock. Several deep kisses later, he heard whispering words of want and love while he stroked, bringing himself off onto the mattress below.
~*~
It was only once they were sated, the used condom disposed of and their bodies were curled next to each other that either of them uttered another word. They basked silently in their own feelings until Wil tilted his chin upward and whispered, “Gonna do that all night next time. I could get lost in you, Xan.”
Xander chuckled quietly and squeezed Wil’s hand tighter to his chest.
Defensively, Wil asked, “What?”
“Are you always this sappy and I just didn’t notice? Or are you just trying to get laid again?” Xander’s lip curled and the sparkle in his eyes showed the playfulness behind the question.
Wil closed his eyes. “Go to sleep. Need your rest, got evil to fight, remember?”
Xander smiled and pulled the blanket up over them. “Yeah. Maybe by tomorrow, Buffy and Angel can tell us something about this demon guy.”
Wil pulled his hand out, gesturing toward the pile of discarded clothes lying on the floor. “Shouldn’t we? In case your mum…”
“She won’t… and besides, I locked the door.” He rolled onto his side, pulling Wil’s arms around him. “I wanna wake up in the morning feeling you against me.”
Wil scoffed. “And you were calling me the bloody sap?”
Xander smiled. “Goodnight, Wil.”
“Night, Xander.”
TBC
It's a bit different, since it starts somewhat cannon in Buffy Season 2. It does, however go AU after that. I've been writing human AU for so long, vampires and demons may be a challenge! LOL. Now just because it's set season 2, doesn't mean I haven't taken liberties and changed some things. A LOT! For example:
1) William was turned in 1880 by Drusilla, but dusted shortly after taking on the personage
of Spike. Therefore, Dru showed up in Sunnydale alone.
2) Xander has realized the error of his ways and has come to terms with the fact that he is
and always has been gay, although not ready to admit it, keeps it hidden
3) Giles has gained custody of a nephew from England after being abandoned by the death of
his parents. He is a couple of years older than the scoobies. Oddly enough, his name is
Wil.
Other than those twists and turns, you should be able to pick up where the story starts. Hope you read and enjoy!
TITLE: When Obsession Taints the Heart
AUTHOR: Tgray
BETAS:
_sharvie_ and starspider. Without either of you, what I write wouldn't be readable! CHAPTER: 1/?
PAIRING: That's a tough one, but it is a Spander story.
RATING: Adults only please!
FEEDBACK: Absolutely!
CONCRIT: Here or e-mail
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing! Blah blah blah!
SUMMARY: AU Season 2. Coming out is never easy, especially when it's in the midst of demon fighting and vampire dusting. On top of everything else, nothing good can happen when Angelus is obsessed with your boyfriend.
“God, Wil.”
Xander spread his legs wider and dug his feet into the other man’s ass, urging Wil’s body closer between his hips. Moaning and panting, they were gasping breathlessly as their cocks rubbed slippery and hard between their bodies.
“Love feeling you under me,” Wil whispered, biting down and then sucking, leaving a second bruise on Xander’s neck to match the one he’d already placed there earlier.
“What if this is it? What if…”
Wil stopped suddenly. His hips, his mouth, every movement of his body except the steady rise and fall of his chest from his heavy breathing went still. His hands cupped Xander’s face and his gaze traveled to the brown eyes below, seeing the familiar sight of lust and need, mixed with an enormous amount of fear.
“If what, Xan?”
Xander’s hands gripped Wil’s wrists, holding them tightly between his fingers. “What if we can’t fight him? What if he’s too strong? We still don’t know enough and all we do know is ‘no weapons forged’, ‘took an army’ yada yada yada…”
Wil gave the most sincere expression he could muster, trying to coax Xander into at least a small sense of relief. “We’ll figure it out. Buffy and Angel have gone to see how far Drusilla’s managed to get on the Judge’s assembly. Don’t worry until we know there’s a real reason to.”
“I can’t help it. I just… don’t want anything bad to happen. Not when things are going so good right now.”
“Things other than this all-powerful, ‘nothing but an army can kill him’ demon,” Wil reminded him.
“Well, yeah… there’s that.” Xander smiled in spite of the subject. “But I meant other things… like you.”
Wil’s head tilted slightly and his forehead crinkled into a scowl. “Nothing’s gonna change with us, pet. Couldn’t happen.”
“Unless we end up dead,” Xander argued.
Wil shook his head and leaned in, locking softly on Xander’s lips. He ended the kiss and said, “Shhh. Don’t want to hear you talking like that.”
Xander sighed. “I’ve never had a lot of luck with relationships. Now that I actually have one, I’d really like to keep it that way.”
Wil smiled against him, nuzzling against the side of his neck. “Just needed to stop chasing sodding cheerleaders was all. I figured that out the moment I met you.”
Xander’s eyes rolled. “Okay, okay. So I’m a little slow. Guess I should’ve known when me and Jesse were…” he stopped short and looked up, panic ridden.
Wil’s wide eyes made it worse. “You and Jesse, what now? Do tell.”
“Nothing! I mean, it was… really nothing! Just…” The pleasure on Wil’s face at Xander’s discomfort was making him even more… uncomfortable. “We just rubbed off a couple of times. When we were camping out,” he added. “No big. A couple of guys…friends…and I think I’ll shut up now.”
He received a smirk and then a question. “Had a thing for ‘im, did you? Wanted to shag your best friend?”
“No! Not like that. He was just, Jesse! Experimenting and… stuff.”
And then Wil’s expression changed slightly. “And is that what you’re doing with me? Experimenting?”
It was Xander’s turn to frown. “No! Don’t even! How can you even think that?”
Wil smiled. “I don’t. Just yanking your chain a bit,” he answered with a slight chuckle.
“Well, stop it,” Xander pouted. “You know how I feel about you. Don’t make me use the ‘L’ word,” he threatened.
Wil bit back a grin and teased, “Would never do such a thing.”
Xander cast his eyes downward, serious now. “Even though it’s true.” He chanced a look up and almost drowned in the emotion he saw staring back at him. “I do, you know.”
“Yeah. Took you long enough, too, you git. Didn’t think you’d ever catch on.”
“What? You mean the part where I didn’t notice I was being hit on by a gorgeous blond-haired punk with the sexiest accent I’ve ever heard? Not to mention a relative of Giles’, which by the way, is still completely creepy. I can’t believe you’re related to him.” Xander smiled and slid his hands around Wil’s neck, pulling him down so he could reach his lips again. “What do you think he’d say if he knew?”
“Doesn’t matter. I don’t care what anyone else thinks about you and me.”
“I’m sorry, Wil. I know you’re tired of sneaking around. I promise, soon, okay?”
Wil ran his tongue lightly against Xander’s lips. “Whenever you’re ready.”
Xander’s tongue slid forward, begging entrance and Wil opened willingly, letting him deepen the kiss at his own leisure. Their hips began to move again, picking up a slower pace this time, enjoying the now familiar feel of one another as they worked toward completion.
Xander pulled back again and let his legs fall away, causing Wil to growl in frustration. “What now, pet?”
“What if this really is something to worry about?”
Wil sighed. “Then we’ll deal with it. Just like we have for the entire bloody year I’ve been here. It’s no different than anything else we’ve fought.”
“Wil?”
“Yes, Xander,” he answered, growing impatient.
“I want you to be... I know you’ve been waiting cause I wasn’t sure, and we pretty much knew it would happen eventually, … but I mean,” he took a breath, “I think I’m ready...”
“Ready?” Wil smiled at the blush that was slowly climbing Xander’s cheeks. “You saying you’re ready to be buggered, pet?”
Xander sighed and then replied, “Doesn’t sound so good when you put it that way.”
With his tongue curled behind his teeth, Wil replied, “Feels good no matter how you say it.”
“Even the first time?”
“I’d make sure of it.”
“Cause pain? Not really my thing.”
“Only lasts a minute. Then it’s…”
“I’m ready,” Xander interrupted.
Wil smiled.
Xander closed his eyes and let Wil kiss him, soft and gentle, feeling all the emotion Wil could put into a single action. It still amazed him that someone so tough and seemingly hard on the outside could be so tender and loving.
“You really sure about this? You know I can wait.” Wil’s fingers slid through Xander’s hair, stroking the dark strands. “Besides, wasn’t prepared, didn’t exactly bring anything for protection.”
“Grab my jeans, in the pocket.”
Surprised, Wil leaned down and grabbed Xander’s jeans lying on the floor beside the bed.
He rummaged around until he found several condoms and a small tube. “Well, well. Someone’s just full of surprises.”
Xander shrugged. “I’ve been thinking about it… about being with you. I mean, we’ve done everything else except, so unless you don’t want to.”
Wil leaned down and answered, “Nothing I want more. Been waiting for you.” He kissed him softly and then whispered, “Roll over, pet.”
He gulped nervously, but did as Wil said and moved onto his stomach. “Gotta be quiet. Don’t exactly want my parents knowing our ‘sleepovers’ aren’t really for sleeping. So not ready for that conversation.”
He was interrupted when the bed dipped beside him and then Wil’s body was covering his, hot breath against his neck and a voice so low and sultry it made his heart speed up with anticipation. “Gonna make it feel so nice, Xan. First time’s always the one you’ll remember most. Was hoping you’d let it be me.”
Xander moaned when Wil’s lips traveled the length of his spine, his hands caressing the flesh along his back, kneading the muscles as he slid down Xander’s body. When Wil reached the cleft of his buttocks and let a finger graze between his crack, Xander tensed and took in a sharp breath.
“Don’t tense up.”
“Easy for you to say. It’s not your ass.”
“Happy enough to roll over and let you bugger me, pet.”
Xander lifted his head to look back over his shoulder. “You would?”
“Don’t act so surprised. Can’t say I’d bend over for anyone else, but I would for you. If you wanted it.”
“Wow,” Xander stated, turning back around and resting his forehead against the pillow.
“So what’s it gonna be then?”
Xander took a deep breath and tried to relax. “No. This is good. Just, easy, okay?”
Xander shivered as Wil slowly began running his hands over the globes of his cheeks, massaging and caressing, trying to ease the tension. He finally relaxed under the skillful touch and then heard Wil squish some of the slippery gel into his palm. He hissed, his body tensing all over again as his cheeks were spread, and he felt a single finger pushing into his tight hole.
And then Wil’s voice, gentle and loving, saying, “Easy, pet. Gotta get you ready for me.”
Xander nodded, clenched the sheet and slammed his face into the pillow.
He felt Wil pushing through with a little more effort until his finger was embedded fully inside. Twisting, he pulled out slightly and then sunk back in. Xander muffled a moan deep into the pillow as a second finger joined the first, stretching the muscle trying to keep Wil out. His breath hitched slightly as Wil worked both fingers in and out until finally, the passage relaxed.
“Up on your knees, Xan. Easier that way.”
Xander nodded and raised his ass into the air, leaning on his elbows, leaving his head on the pillow. He heard the ripping of a condom package, the flip of the lube top and then a moment later, felt Wil’s hands on his hips. “Gonna feel my cock now. Nice and slow… won’t rush you.”
He nodded again and held his breath. He wanted this. He wanted Wil more than he’d ever wanted anything, but he was terrified. After the last six months, he knew Wil’s cock almost better than his own, had watched it many times as it grew hard in his hands, and knew how huge it felt inside his mouth when he sucked on it. He was prepared for this to hurt like hell.
He felt Wil pushing against his hole, slippery and wet with lubricant. The fingers on his hips clenched tighter, pulling him back and then he was burning, his ass feeling as if it was on fire as Wil’s cock began to push inside. Hissing, he started to pull away. “It’s too big… I can’t.”
But Wil held him in place. “Shh, Xan… yes you can. Remember, only hurts for a minute. Then when I’m inside… all the way inside you, it’ll be so good.”
Xander took a breath and said, “Okay.” He tried to relax his body. “Alright.”
Wil rubbed his fingers softly against Xander’s hips. “Squeeze me. Try to keep me out.”
Xander smiled. “Don’t have to tell me twice.”
He heard Wil snicker behind him and he clenched, his muscles tightening at the same time as Wil pushed. There was pain, huge pain as Wil’s cock forced its way inside his body, but also the sound of Wil’s voice, soft and low, encouraging him. “Now relax, luv. Almost there… open up… let me show you how much I love you.”
He heard the words, the words Wil had begun to say on a regular basis. Xander closed his eyes, lifted his ass higher and felt the entire length of Wil’s cock slide inside.
“Aaaagh! Oh geezus, oh fuck!” Wil cried.
Xander gulped in a huge breath and smiled. “I thought… thought I was supposed to be the one saying that!”
Wil moaned, and held completely still. “Oh God, Xan. If you could feel what I’m feeling? Never been stretched before have you? Not even a finger?”
Xander shook his head into the pillow, trying to wrap his mind around what Wil was asking. He heard his voice, but the only thing he could concentrate on was the thought that this was ‘it’. This was what everyone was talking about in the locker rooms. He was having sex and it was… incredible.
Wil pulled out slowly until Xander could only feel the head of his cock pressed against the tight ring of muscle. Xander whimpered as it slid back in. “You alright, luv?” He nodded a ‘yes,’ followed by a breathy moan as Wil trailed his hands up Xander’s spine, curling his fingers around his shoulders to gain more leverage as he fucked into his body.
“Can’t go for long, you okay if I speed up now? Don’t want you to be too sore.”
Xander could only manage a nod when Wil began pumping his hips, nice and easy, fucking him slow enough to let his body get used to the intrusion, but steadily increasing speed as he drove into him over and over again. When Xander began to thrust, arching his back into the motion, Wil murmured, “That’s right, Xander. Fuck me, gonna make me come, movin' like that.”
With just a few more thrusts, Wil was howling, coming hard inside Xander’s ass, jetting streams into the rubber surrounding him. With Wil still embedded fully inside him, he felt hands wrapping tenderly around his waist and Wil pulled him up onto his knees while pressing soft kisses against the back of his shoulders. “Touch yourself, let me watch you.”
Xander turned his head, locking onto Wil’s lips as he reached for his cock. Several deep kisses later, he heard whispering words of want and love while he stroked, bringing himself off onto the mattress below.
~*~
It was only once they were sated, the used condom disposed of and their bodies were curled next to each other that either of them uttered another word. They basked silently in their own feelings until Wil tilted his chin upward and whispered, “Gonna do that all night next time. I could get lost in you, Xan.”
Xander chuckled quietly and squeezed Wil’s hand tighter to his chest.
Defensively, Wil asked, “What?”
“Are you always this sappy and I just didn’t notice? Or are you just trying to get laid again?” Xander’s lip curled and the sparkle in his eyes showed the playfulness behind the question.
Wil closed his eyes. “Go to sleep. Need your rest, got evil to fight, remember?”
Xander smiled and pulled the blanket up over them. “Yeah. Maybe by tomorrow, Buffy and Angel can tell us something about this demon guy.”
Wil pulled his hand out, gesturing toward the pile of discarded clothes lying on the floor. “Shouldn’t we? In case your mum…”
“She won’t… and besides, I locked the door.” He rolled onto his side, pulling Wil’s arms around him. “I wanna wake up in the morning feeling you against me.”
Wil scoffed. “And you were calling me the bloody sap?”
Xander smiled. “Goodnight, Wil.”
“Night, Xander.”
TBC
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Date: 2005-06-06 03:04 am (UTC)Second, I love how even though the first chapter comes in with the boys already together, to the point that they are having their 'first time', it is still a secret to everyone else. Not a lot of stories start off this way, I'm very intrigued to see where you're going with this...even if I know huge chunks already. *lol* I can't wait to see how the gang reacts, you've definitely set up the hiding tension nicely.
Can't wait for more!
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Date: 2005-06-07 02:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-06 03:21 am (UTC)*gulp*
Okay, okay, i'm reading....
:)
I like, of course - sweet first time, nice boys... I like twisted canon, so - yay!
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Date: 2005-06-07 02:40 am (UTC)But... all will be explained oon enough.
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Date: 2005-06-06 03:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-07 02:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-06 04:33 am (UTC)*purrs*
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Date: 2005-06-07 02:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-06 04:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-07 02:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-06 04:54 am (UTC)Yay a new fic from you! *dance*
*waits for more of both fics*
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Date: 2005-06-07 02:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-06 07:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-07 02:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-06 12:27 pm (UTC)I'm very curious about where this is going and looking forward to more. It's great to see you posting so regularly (even if I can't read that much - trying to catch up seems a constant feat anymore).
Hope you are well.
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Date: 2005-06-07 02:49 am (UTC)I'm gonna try to do a lot less making excuses and a lot more writing. Hopefully, once I start, it'll take off.
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Date: 2005-06-06 12:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-07 02:50 am (UTC)Oh, hell yeah! Smut right away! Hee!
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Date: 2005-06-07 08:27 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-07 02:51 am (UTC)Glad to hear it! :-) Hope you enjoy the rest!
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Date: 2005-06-06 01:44 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2005-06-06 05:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-07 02:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-06 09:04 pm (UTC)*fans herself*
Definitely intrigued...
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Date: 2005-06-07 02:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-06 11:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-07 02:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-07 05:51 am (UTC)Meanwhile, I don't understand. If Wil already has experience, why he hasn't show Xan, how enjoying it may be, on his example? And why he hasn't take care about Xander's pleasure while he himself was enjoying by fucking Xan? Basically, in Xander's first time, Wil just fucked him and told him take care about his needs by himself, while he, already having his pleasure, just watched? Isn't it a bit selfish?
Well. Maybe, it's just me being a little too requiring. If so, sorry. I just think, taking care about your partner who you just has deflower, take more, than just “Touch yourself, let me watch you.”
And why he hasn't asked Xan, if he will want the next time at all, if he was enjoying by his actions just as mush, and whether he will want the next time be on top?
Please, don't consider my words as rigid criticism. I'm just very scrupulous to Xander's first experiences, especially as bottom, since he is my favorite man for all times.
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Oh, but Dru, being a current Big Bad? It's interesting! Was she in Prague and got injured, or she Has avoided bad experience and now is in full force? Is Wil looks similar to Spike? What will happens, if Dru will see Wil, "remembers" him and will decide to get back her Spikey?
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Hey! It's just occurred to me. Even Giles don't know Xander and Wil is couple, or he has guessed, but stays silent for now and waits while boys will not be ready to tell by themselves?
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Almost forgot! Thanks for "Hearts and Secrets". You did my day. And month. And almost did my year, for now. :) I enjoying reading it, as nothing else.
Argo
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Date: 2005-06-07 10:34 am (UTC)Now I'm all intrigued and frightened.
/My poor nails, I bit them off in my worry/
Argo
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Date: 2005-06-22 03:41 am (UTC)no subject
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